Seems, it has been so long that I leave this blog unorganized, untouched... Ashes are everywhere when I open this blog again, today! *okay, too hyperbolic*
Basically, as usual, as always, I don't know what to write here, but my heart just wanna shout his voice out and my brain wants to throw up his entrails.. So, randomly, I just pick the title "Contradictive", don't know why.. Haha.. Okay, I even don't know whether this word is in the dictionary or not, but I just love it...
"Contradictive", for me, it describes me so well, it's just so me.. Maybe cause I'm a Geminian, I can change myself from angel to evil and vice versa, or just like me and my alter ego... Okay, stop talking about myself...
Being a contradictive person is like a trend for now, in this century. You can find it in politics, economics, business, or even just around you, your friend, your parent, or even yourself. Honestly, sometimes, contradictive person can bring you to good position when you're evil along your life, you can change from black side to white side (Okay, it's not like Michael Jackson change his skin color from black to white :p), but sometimes, you can be so sucks until no one wanna have a three seconds chit-chat time with you..
Mentioning examples? You can find them everywhere! You can see politicians before and after they're chosen as a leader. You can see businessman, your partner, before pre and pasca business agreement. You can also see your mommy when she said different things for you just in a second! Or you can see yourself?! For me, just seeing myself is so contradictory! Sometimes I just say something that's so different with my thoughts or my actions... Yeah, I know, it sucks!
Somehow, people see contradictive as one dangerous thing, you can see in health aspect. When you give medication to someone and he/she show the other effect that you don't expect , you have to stop the medication soon and to prevent it, you can have the contraindication part of a receipt.
Another occasion, you can see contradictive as good thing also, such as in fashion.. When you are a fashionista or fashion icon, you can do contradictive style so you can be a trendsetter, of course! Haha, not funny!
But, basically, what I believe is contradictive or not, it depends back on your point of view upon something. So, being a contradictive, sometimes it's okay, whenever you haven't killed or hurt anyone around you. But, stop it when you have made graves for people around you and yourself...
I-don't-know-what-I-write-here! Okay, it's time to end this contradiction! Bye! Adios!
