Sorry :')

I don't know why I want to make this post in the blog,
but during this day, I just have a bad feeling of myself
and also feel so bad for myself till the time I write the post

So, with all sincerity in my heart,

I just wanna say I'm sorry...

(I know, even Elton John said that sorry seems to be the hardest word or may be you can think that I'm so hypocrite to say sorry so many times without any feelings on it)

But, I'm just so relieved that I can say this word (before it's too late or never) for you, people that have been around me till this time...

For my parent,
I'm sorry that I haven't been an amazing son for you,
I'm sorry for making you mad, hurt or even worried so much
I'm sorry for being 'kiddos' in my age now :')

For my sister,
I'm sorry for annoying you so many times,
I'm sorry for making you nearly late every morning (to school),
I'm sorry for my incompetence for protecting you like a good brother :')

For my friends,
I'm sorry if I often make you hurt by my sayings, actions or anything else,
I'm sorry for making so many promises, but I can't fulfill it,
I'm sorry for my bad characters that may annoy you so much,
I'm sorry cause I haven't been a good friend for you :')

For all people around me,
I'm sorry cause I still can't return all of your kindness for me,
I'm sorry for any kind of small mistakes that I've ever made,
I'm sorry if I haven't been a good and positive surrounding for you :')

At last,
For myself,
I'm sorry cause I'm often dishonest to you,
I'm sorry for letting you tired, sick and sentimental,
I'm sorry if I haven't been my own self and never heard your voice,
I'm sorry for all of these imperfections :')

Sorry and I hope you can forgive me with all kind of suck things
That's all....

If you get my bad point and you're annoyed for that, please don't be hesitate to criticize, yell at me or even worse (you may kick me, punch me or slap me), just to make me conscious about it :)

"The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget."     -Thomas Stephen Szasz-

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