Am I Right?!

If only I knew that this would be a great disaster to me..
Would I still take this chance?
Even I have to let all of my friends?

Yes, I have big ego, but somehow, I still can't follow my own ego..
I don't know even this is great or not
To keep thinking of the others whether you still don't know,
"Do they think of you?"

I have the chance now, the chance which I've ever dreamed till last year
But, where are they? Where are they when I need it.
Need support like what they've done for me last year.
Is that only fake support?

I don't know
And I will never know,
Is this right?
Am I right?

Being confused of some new things...